Tag Archives: loss

If Together We Couldn’t Reside

Why is it so hard to let go?

Why does it hurt so?

I’m left speechless

Without care

Numb and apparently silent

While inside everything is noisy

And flying

Whereto did my joy take flight

Whereto did my emotions race

I stare with dull eyes

That before shone bright

I’ve been through seasons of rain

Much pain

But this is darkest night

A complete desolation

Nothing lingers but a tight aching chest

It was love that brought me here

It is love that shall bring me rest

Even in your silence

I feel you still care

Even when I don’t hear you

I see you there

I don’t know why the Universe brought our energies to collide

If together we couldnt reside

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Forbidden Love: A Love Caught In Tradition

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Love caught in tradition…

Ease this burning incision
I would have muted this heart
Had I known it’s precision
Had I known our fate
Though that star caught fire
I would have swore it a liar
I would have silenced my wish

The arrow that shot me through
Came out of nowhere whilst before you
Had I known our future state
I would have blinded my stare
I would have blocked it for good
If I understood right there

Those who witness our turmoil marvel with little care
How these lovers bemoan
Unable to bear
I wake with you still on my breath
These endless thoughts of you will surely bring me to my death

Was it a past sin that brought Misery to grin
Was I in another life your secret wife
Do our souls acknowledge something
That to us remains hidden
This cruel punishment leaves us virtually bed ridden

Why did this heart lie
I trusted it was true
When I felt it’s first beat for you
Forbidden love thus hangs me alive
You alone are the hope in which I survive
Death can take me on the condition
It brings rescue from this torturous rendition

Love caught in tradition

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To Look Back Or Not: The Ultimate Question

Does looking back make us stronger
Or make the pain last longer
I wish I had understood
The feelings you shared
All misunderstood

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I didn’t believe
I didn’t see
Everything you meant to me
My heart really concealed
My eyes didn’t see
Now in my awareness of things unseen
I am trapped in what could have been
Was it illusion
Was it just a dream

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Goodbye My Friend: Lover’s End

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You want me back?

You miss me so?

You came to hear the train whistle blow?

Well I’ve done gone

Jumped off the crazy train

Ain’t looking back and boarding again

Been down too many tracks

Down winter’s pass

Too narrow bridges for the rail to last

Ain’t looking back

I’ll say it again

Ain’t looking back

Bid you farewell my friend.

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